I wish...

Just decided to make a list of thing I would change if I could. About me and the world. Just random stuff.
So here goes nothing:

I wish:

people could be with the people that they love.
I could weigh less.
someone would take my food. All of it.
I weighed 102 pounds.
school was easier.
I was smarter.
there were no double standards.
it was possible to be with who you wanted, no matter what other people say.
I didn't hate myself.
I didn't have these scars.
I had more scars.
I never got hungry.
I never ate.
food didn't make you fat.
people were always nice.
people made time for people.
teachers cared about you.
my mother cared about me.
my father wasn't a drug addict.
I could go back in time two years.
It was acceptable to eat nothing.
I had new friends.
I could start all over.


I was dead.